I really don’t get it; why does duckie always do that to me?
Oh well…..I will try try try to be happy. I have to be happy.
I really want to learn now. I don’t know why. I want to absorb everything I can. So now…I am asking him to teach me everything he learned. Too bad though, he doesn’t want to teach me yet, which depressed quite a lot.
I don’t mean to act so bad to him. Who told him to leave me alone? Who told him to do everything without me? Who told him for acting this way?
Oh well…I will try try try to act happy. I know I can force myself to act happy. ^^I need to start acting now.